Cut deep and leave a poison

2011-06-16T11:07:00.002+08:00

sorry i don't update this much,but i gotta say i'm sad nowadays,i suggested the 3 weeks to go either way actually,either we forget each other or we hold on. Either way,i just want to see her happy,maybe thats not a boyfriend's role,maybe just a friend, haha i'm ranting on a blog maybe she sees me as clueless,didn't care or maybe she wanted it that way.

2011-06-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now
You'll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song .

2010-02-20T12:18:00.003+08:00

hey ppl of the world,i've just realized that the reflex on ur knees does work,i could do it all day but then my hand would have sore,ok anw, i'm just trying to keep my blog up to date nowadays,i can see more of hopeless things in school nowadays,but the lessons are important,yet the other things are just as useless as boiled eggs,i don't get it why i must do this.so anw i wanted to post a pic of me being a terrorist but oh wat the heck look below ppl,hmm?its above my post wtf hahaha nvm

2009-12-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

hello ppl,haha,went to 2 gigs yesterday,UNCHAINED and SCAPE THE LAB,it was freaking awesome,and theres the england guy who live in singapoe for 5 years,wow,hes a freaking cool dude,so is his wife,so there were ppl who try to make that day worse by thinking that they are better than the other,dude its not a sport,fuck off,that girl was doing so fine till u push her away,one more shit like tat i'll fucking punch u,BoBo,I,Hilman,Faizal,Gavin and some of avalansa frens and of avalansa were enjoying it,so we are gonna find more gigs like this
theres this group finding problems,i feel like punching the guy's face,haha luckily zal kick him ahaha,so i noe he won't do it again hahaha,bring it on

ok this is on the other agenda,u fucking link me,then u privatized ur blog,why the fuck did u link me then,fucktard,and ask ur girlfriend to shut up,she apologize and she did it again,wtf,next time u talk shit about me,ure gonna wish that it wasnt me who fucking insult u,fucking retard,i said it retard,complain to ur bf fucking poser,and btw,if u're saying ure going,u be

2009-12-16T12:20:00.001+08:00

73rd post in this blog cool,so saturday sunday went cousin's wedding,such great ppl turn into great couples,gratz to kakak hani and abg helmi,selamat pengantin baru,

ok so i and my nephews rewang,wow tiring hahah,get money from pak cik,not bad,worth it hehe check my facebook for pics,i'm so called the leader hahaha,thx to my nephews and cousins and students of cik lina to help the rewang,they play malay song sedap,got potential,but challenge me songs of post hardcore and hardcore hahahaha

2009-11-22T20:09:00.003+08:00

i see some blogs got their pics when they are young,so i change the com to my old cpu,quite ok,just not enough disk space dang 28 Gb only,oh well,anw,i found this pic of me when i was 3 months and 3 yrs old come see,haha see it above me haha,boy am i cute,now look at me,haha,isit hard to believe that this bundle of joy turned into the unique guy i am now,

2009-11-17T15:53:00.002+08:00

hey dudes and dudettes,anw i found this video by paramore,they covered use somebody by king of leons,call me rude or discriminative but i laughed at the way she sang,not the voice,the posture,haha,she still rocks but haha,everytime she sang a high note,she like got a repel magnet between her and her microphone,haha,she push herself to the right,why not i just show u

2009-11-08T11:39:00.001+08:00

hey2 ppl,went to a gig yesterday,it was terrrrrrrrrrifffic,hahahaha,or should i say AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME,u guys have to go 6 dec gig,its gonna be big,go h3 production,support u all the way ftw,hardcore dancing and mosh pits,woohhoo,i can't do hardcore dancing,coz i'm not used to it haha,u should see my friend,he is the real deal,name hilman hahaha,he's a hardcore kid,ok so ppl perform,they sang my song,zombie zombie zombie zombie eh eh,we are the most noisiest bunch of them all,so lets go again,i will post it again for more information when i get the information,so get ready to practice ur hardcore dancing and mosh pits hahaha,bobo,gavin,kian hau,hilman,me are the total opposites of scene kids hahaha,we are just having fun ard haha,then i met my pri sch friend,ANUAR!!!,haha we were the best of friends last time,we used to play games now we go gigs,hahaa,well its time for me to withstand the smell of my cousin's shit,stupid boy,dunno when to shit

2009-10-18T00:14:00.001+08:00

You see that person up there,he's a magician ahaha,check him out,if ure low on nicotine,ask him to make u a ciggarette

2009-10-10T16:31:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey ppl,finally raya hahah,ok this from last thursday raya so its fun if the groups are small,big groups very stressful,so we went to hafiz house,and faizal house,thought of going yishun then they nvr pick up,then we go 611 to see some of our ex classmates,btw we as in me,zai,hilman,hafiz and gavin.forgot to tell haha,so we saw sherry,ika,fad,fiq,taslim,hair,thomas and liyana.they were all studying for o lvl which is in 2 weeks time,here are some pics we took only in hafiz house,but i only took pics tat has me in it,u want others go check gavin's blog haha ok
hot siol hahaha

2009-09-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo ppl,check the new blogskin,haha,its blue its dark,its the sky at night woohoo,the most beautiful thing i've nvr touch is the sky,i like the night sky,i wanna fly to space and let my head out,then u'll see me explode woohoo,haha,anw hari raya wif family seems to be dull this week,not many house we go so i'm gonna say that its a fun day for about 1 day hahhaha,ok,found new friends in my msn,orite not really frens,more like acquaintances,okok,back to my story,

i' never believe about the armageddon on 2012 cause if its true,why aren't we evacuating am i rite,and they made a movie 2012,i knew tat its just a publicity thing,so i ain't falling for that coz if u think its true then up to u,i'll see u at 2013 hahaha,ok,it seems the time has come for me to ask questions on the viewers again,hmm,let me see hmm,

ooooooo i noe

Theres a guy name Sudirman,Wat do ppl call him when he was young?if u guys noe the answer tag me hahha,i'll try to reply

2009-08-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

yo ppl,first day of puasa,so i thought of changing my blogskin,this skin is so cool,dunno why,it kinda makes me feel tat the person on the cloud is related to me hahahaa,anw selamat berpuasa,u muslims can do it,by that i mean u cannot do it,hahha,jkjk,anw be careful of temptations,they're everywhere,

Out on a saturday nite

2009-08-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Yo yo yo,wats up y'all,well alot has happen in the past few days,don wish to talk about it coz its personal,anw single but not available,wait who wants me sia hahahah,anw,went to ct hall today wif Hill,Liyana,Sham,Hafiz,Rudy(ard Later),so we watched the fireworks,its quite cool,but i don like global warming,haha,really,but its a grand day for Singapore,btw when is the couple gonna die,don wanna say anymore,might get arrested hahaw,anw,met hill at my house ard 4.30,then went off to meet liyana at ard 5+,sry,i was like trying not to rush,coz when i rushed,i'll bcome forgetful,so i relax,then hafiz came,then sham,we walk ard penin,went up the escalator,then walk ard then went down hahahahaha,its fucking funny,then we ate at mac so we went off to marina square,fucked up sia,got barricades and all tat,got rangers,police,armies ard the esplanade,wakao,its like i'm a criminal,till one guy look at me as suspicious.ahaha,then we must take the underpass to go to marina,then sham was fucking paiseh,thinking tat hafiz and liyana were behind him,he turned ard and said"eh confirm pe ni jalan betol",then i laugh like wtf ahhaha,baik ah sham,then we reach marina square,walked ard,then sit near the mirror or glass,the view was perfect,there were eye candies all over the place,woohoo,but i ain't interested,so called sherry said she at there too,she say she saw me then won't sit wif us,then i put down the phone and just watch the fireworks,anw i had some pics,i'll post it next time,anw,met bobo at coffee bean near merlion,found out he was alone,thought he with his dad,anw,so we sit there wait for gavin and all tat and then we go meet sherry and ika,ya now then meet them hahaah,payback,so i didn't talk to sherry for the whole trip hahahah,it was funny,then we take the mrt from raffles,it was fun man,oh ya sylvia was wif us too,she called me comel hahahaha.i'm comel,bobo laughed like fukck,then she live near my house,so thought of taking bus,but man say we walk,then we just walked ah,then got these mat reps in front of us,man say walk other way,i was like hmm k lah,5 against 2 hmm,not good odds,but i noe we win,they fight like cowboy one,anw,tired of typing so i'm gonna say this,its better this way,to some1 i used to l... ,anw gtg bye2,till next time,i noe its long,well keep on reading till ur eyes bleed

2009-07-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

anw,this video is so freaking awesome,coz the song's awesome,and the band's awesome,haha,right click it and watch on youtube coz my blog is too small hahaah

2009-07-13T02:16:00.002+08:00

hey,waddup ppl,ok fuckers and fuckettes,i noe its been long since i blog,well not much happen,except for my baby cuz's birthday,she is now 2 years old woohoo,alhamdulilah,anw,the party was ok,except for that i was bored to the max there,first of all,ntg to do,well there is a swimming pool,ok the swimming pool ok,but the commitee,i was fucking pissed off,so wat i;m not wearing swimming trunks,its not like ppl die of fashion haha,i walked by him and he said u see his shorts,i was like ah ya watever,don't try to be a hero and save the day,ure a hero to urself,but ure just annoying and MOIB,ahaha,one of my cuz said that,MOst irritating bastard/bitch,haha,he is lame but hes ok,anw,i noe now tat all my cuz's on my mom's side are just trend followers,mainstream lovers,thinking tat mats and minahs are cool,ppl say u minah u say no,i say u minah u say no,when u call urself a minah,i say no hahahaa,stupid sia mat minah skrg,like no life,try to have a life by going out and not get drunk stupids,first of all drinking is against our religion,i admit i have drunk twice not on purpose k,but drinking don't make u any better than a faggot,ooo u drink,now ure drunk,and if u get hit by a truck u won't feel a thing,anw,don drink guys,seriously,unless ure a christian then drink all u want coz tats wat jesus would say,wait,am i being racist haha,fuck care,its my blog,anw,i miss her so very much,but i have to be patient so there is a rite time,i wanted her to study hard,woohoo,i want her to be happy,i want her to smile everytime she goes to school,i want her to laugh everytime shes happy wif me,tats wat my targets are,to make her smile and happy wif me and to be successful,anw,wat i found out of myself is tat,i'm an asshole,hahaha,i noe some say no lah jackass ah,but no i'm an asshole,my words pierce thru like needles,i don cry at funerals,u can say i'm an asshole,i cried but no tears came out so oh well,i did feel sad,but i noe crying change anytin,i;ve been thru a lot in my life che haha,but there is more to life than this,,so ppl i want u guys to see urself and reflect about ur doings,and tell me in my tagboard,batteries sold seperately haha

2009-06-30T09:45:00.002+08:00

gd morning fuckers and fuckettes.haha.this is like a symbol of the moon eclipse hahaaaha,the spit is by bobo huhu,and the crisp milipede,(yup its a milipede)is by zai,those guys are hxc hee,anw went to meet bo at cwp to borrow charger then wanted to wait for man for our rewang money,then he came but den he didn't receive yet oh well.then zaini came wif the charger woohoo,promised him tat nite i return him the charger.wow.so went home had dinner,thx to mum,saw dad still weak,hmm,maybe his age is coming,worried,u can only have one real dad and mum.they will rest when i can start to work,they'll be enjoyin planting flowers in the garden,they like having a garden,not like me,plants in my house are like fucking wasting my tap water ahahah,so anw found out tat she's otw home from ayg,so i go meet her,and i don wanna go further,coz its a problem now,so anw i felt different after tat,feel like repenting hmm,well tats girls,not like some ppl can't even let their gf control them,hahah,i am grateful i have her,shes like tinkerbell except bigger hahahaha,anw tis is my blog,those who have a problem wif tis blog then just live wif it or just leave it

2009-06-24T20:13:00.001+08:00

hmm,how should i say tis part hmm,ok i like her really alot,but she now spends less time wif me for some reason,maybe she's bz working,i can't do anytin,she's like tat,i gotta understand,hmm tats all,i feel like blogging coz i'm feeling upside down rite now,

2009-06-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

wat's lethargic.hmm,wat's up peeps,since i just have the mood to blog haha,i'm gonna talk to u about the political issues in singapore,it looks like president Naz is alive and well hahaha,wtf,man i don like my government much,hiding the truth from us,hmm,anw enough talk about t0 the govt,anw the pit was successful ok,thx to fad,really,he really forked out a lot,haha,others too,so first we met at bns first,hmm,met her first,but for awhile,feel so content after tat,hmm,anw we had alot of fun at the pit,i swipe only 1 pic hahaaha,.if u see it u will see my face like mat rep ahhhaa
As u can see, there are still chickens left uncooked ahaha,so i ate a little,drank alot,huhu
played some rugby wif our neighbouring pit,some girls were flirtatious haha,well not to me haha,
hmm,well tats tat,tc dudes,i'm off to my cousins home

Though i know tat u love me,i felt tat u don't,i keep pretending this smile in front
of my frens and the stories i tell of myself as a single guy,always know tat i love u
i always do,

2009-06-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

sup y'all,wow,thought not so many readers anw ahaha,i met my syg today,we really miss each other,so we went to civic talk alot,then help gavin buy sometin,,she hug me alot really,i wish it wouldn't end too huhu,but then gavin say want to smoke,then she like pinch me i was like gavin haha bad timing ah,haha,ok then i felt really hungry,but i don't mind coz i'm cashless for awhile,anw i still miss her much2,i had to send her back coz she's a girl and i don't like girls going home too late,See i'm caring rite.haha,anw this for my syg,today was the best day so far,u really make my day,even there are some parts no good but all the way u made me smile,i love u much2 syg,i won't leave u k

2009-05-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

ok guys,i'm currently not available ,but i'm still there for u guys,haha,shes still wif me,tats wat i and her think heehee,anw i don't fit in well in my class,haha,mostly coz they're treat me like a small kid,cannot even start a conversation without a good backup,man but i don mind.i don't really care,i feel like i should just forget about them,well the girls kept being as noisy as ever, haha,i was like wakao,the most noisiest is mira,quite funny yet irritating if u keep hearing her on an on,then there was ismail,mr. riot police haha,he's ok,sometimes step mat rep,scare ppl ahaha,shahril,hes a guy,that few words could bring a class to silent,he have to disturb me,eh mr cool so impatient,naufal,haha quite a lazy guy,but he treats ppl all equally,maybe its his nature,i don really mind about him,hes ok,haris ahh,he's a guy tat could debate wif the girls forever
ok girls.ira,the planner of the group.shes oso treat ppl equaly,i guess,shikin,the nagger haha,sorry if she ever reads this,but shes like funny way,she and mira could go on for hours.lyana,haha,shes the closest fren i tink coz she mja i oso mja hahaha,mira not so close coz she adapts very well wif her mates,haiz,wish i wasn't in tat class,but i have to go through it dudes haha,well they are my classmates for 2 years,might as well try to be wif them

2009-04-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

yo ppl,lets get sentimental,ok i still contact her,but it just feels so wrong,i feel like i don wanna love another hahaha,but wat can i do rite so,i'm gonna try hard to forget the past and find other things to do or other girls,so just chat wif a tamp ite girl and a wanted to go ite girl,one from macpherson,one from queensway,the funny thing is the macpherson one thinks i'm cool hahha,well wat do u noe,i'm cool haha.confirm my tagboard full of critics hahah,ok today waw fun.i started being close wif my classmates,wow,i was called mr. cool inside class haahaha,man,stop it ah.i'm just a typical rawker,i drink water like u guys haha.but i can see the sarcasm in it hahaha,then got this personality test,the teacher read my graph,she said i was cool hahahahahaha,man i'm a cool person means i'm not a hot tempered person,just a silent rebel haha orite,i'm not gonna talk about myself anymore,anw one of my frens is in a racing team called tiara i think a low profile but well known,i like ppl like him,not fanatic and not proud wif their team,he like chill only,he nvr talks abt his team until ppl ask him,hmm ok ah my class,haha ok,

ok abt my personal life again,oh man i feel like waiting for an angel,or at least someone,i don feel like looking for another but i feel like we can't be together then how? haiz.....,this is wat happens when love strucks u,i really wish she would be mine longer than this hmm k ah gtg my eyes are as close as a unopen pepsi can,nd to force open hahahaha,tc readers and ppl

2009-04-26T17:10:00.002+08:00

Well 3 weeks,it didn't last oh well,we still frens,thats wat i said,but the thought of msging her just hurts me,seriously my head sot liao haha,anw forget about the bear i wanted to buy,i'll just stay quiet for awhile then back to my own self of having fun wif my frens and not giving a care in the world,OK guys time for plan B hahahha

2009-04-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yo.what's up y'all,tell me this,wat if u have to wait a month just to be wif someone coz of education.just answer it in my tagboard,seriously,i'm kinda of bored and i missed her so much,its been two weeks we haven't see each other,its like we're nt even together, > <,but patience is virtue,how i noe love is so mysterious,Nd to chill and let her finish her mid year first,i was so flustered,ahh forget it,

Ok ITE keeps getting better,and ADSS keeps getting better too,i mean the students,not u teachers,u guys really are sarcastic to the max,once u start sarcasm,i'll end it wif a straightforward Reply,ITE,april intake,turn out more malay than chinese ,woohoo,but the malays got rider,dancer,we can make a troupe wif my class,then i got practical,i team up wif a chinese guy,wahhhh,nvr shave moustache somemore,and the jokes is really lame,then today,i got p.e,i went for it,then mr sim call me,naz tomorrow come 7.30 ah,i was wtf,aiyaaaaa,i live woodlands go simei like cibai rite,shouldn't have join telematch,anw,I missed adss,but i don think they miss me haha,well wat can i say,once i'm gone,not a trace behind,sometimes only they say,zombie how ah,aiyaa,i was like ahh nvm,heard mdm irda is recovering from her fractured leg,well,i've been a bad student to her last time,the least i could say is get well soon,don wanna dwell in the past,OK,Nd to buy present b4 she got mid year really,i nd sometin to give her so she'll noe i'll be there for her,hmm,BEAR?,Necklace?,Ring?Bag?or just a card?

2009-04-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hi Viewers,Welcome to another edition of What What WHAT haha,anw alot of happen since wednesday,Well here it goes,so i went and teman hafiz to get his n lvl cert,after tat wait for zai at my house so he can change his shoe hmm k,then off we go to CWP,well it was ok then there was this pizza hut girl,it was funny haha,can't tell anymore otherwise it will be like inconsiderate haha,anw so off we were in the MRT so we were 2 stops away from city hall,then 2 aussie ppl i think weere in front of us,so we ask them to sit at our place i couldn't get what he was saying he was saying"werenotgoingfar" haha,try say it as a word hhaha,then i realized they were only reaching for dhoby ghaut,well our kindness was about like a waste of time haha,ok then met sham,then gab and his fren,then jon then bobo and nana then luqman,well tats pretty much everyone.so we were lost coz we don noe where is it so bobo called the jammin owner,ok then we folow nana coz she noes the way,wow and she was rite,good thing she was one of us in the band,otherwise we'll be lost i think,anw we jam face down,stay together for the kids,darling,Dogs Can grow beards all over,My friends over You,baby you wouldn't last a minute on this creek(Partly),ok so we pretty much play alot of songs,ok,so then we go arab street,then go city hall and i was hungry so i bought 2 chicken pau at 7-11,ok then bought a carrot juice at 3 for 10 dollar shop,it was the name tat hesistates me from buying haaha,ok finish story

Friday,supposed to meet her today,but then she like last minute can't meet,i was like WTF,but can't blame her fully,sometimes things tire u out and u just want to rest,i felt so guilty not replying her msgs,yet i feel like we nd sometime to ourselves for awhile,ok then went home,Big bro scolded me for eating his chocs,man i thought it was mum's.it tasted so good,especially honeycomb and vanilla,wish it would nvr finish

2009-02-28T12:12:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggers and readers,anw long time nvr update,like almost 2 months,well i was busy wif my school and band stuff so i can't update much,anw this is wat happens the past two months haahaha,wow this post is gonna be long

Firstly,I found out that my Class are just full of nice ppl,well not always,then i found out from my seniors that my course is easy to get gpa 4.0 woohoo^^,ok tats it,Then we had higher nitec camp,it was fun,i expected it to be boring but it was exhilirating,man my english is improving haha,

2ndly,I met some of faiz frens,They were ok,well i just met them and they called me zombies,hahah oh well,i prefer to be callin Naz seriously,sometimes i wished i could turn back time and stop from inventing the name zombie,anw i wanna be happy wif my life

3rd-I join a band,i ask if i could join faiz band,well i got it,hahappl think i'm begging for it,plz ah,anw the band involve Gabriel,Bobo(faiz).John,Man Tun(Luqman),Nana punk,well tats all of them,band name not sure.

4th,i kept having problems trying to find a partner,hhahaha,i mean it,i kept liking a girl my frens like even though i like her first,i just don't want to be an arse and fucking fight for it,i rather just let it go haha

5th well 4 march have maths trail at Sentosa woohoo,i love my school really

2009-01-01T02:09:00.002+08:00

yo ppl,the end of the year has passed,new year resolution woo hoo,kay still tired from the countdown at cozway,ya i noe cozway,not the rite place for me coz u'll be a freakin hip hopper or a mat rep if u stay there too long,seriously,in every turn u'll see,mat reps,wana bet,i tell u tat this is a cesspool for mat reps,frankly speakin its ok if they hang out and all that,don nd to step big in this area,if u have fuckin fight some1 1 on 1 then i'll say "please bro,don disturb"they will nvr stop puffing their cheeks wif their tongue,wah got a bump isit,try both cheeks ah like chipmunk,some of my frens now are mat reps due to their own free will, don wanna noe why,they still friends,but its just not the same,k this paragraph is about mat reps hahaha,its betta not talking abt them more,ppl read my blog haha and they say "mcm phm ah eh"

ok it was a anniiversary for my uncle and and aunt,alhamdulilah,anw and my b'dae celebration was the same time oso,i was like sabo by my cousin ahaha,ok ah,juz cake and toothpaste,anw,i love my family and i didn't want to change tat fact,Hard love dudes hahaha,anw then the birthdae cake come,and they all sang happy birthday,i was like tears of joy haha,really,i really did wanna cry,well hold it till i go out from their house,then go meet zal at carpark area i think,then go meet fiq there plus faiz plus one more person name i cannot spell,umm i call him R-5 haha and some of the rider ppl,i was glad there were ppl going to countdown,fireworks were at the side goddamit,haha,then we go walk2 to Admiralty Park,then go to gas station then go home,ok guys wanna freakin have sometin to do maybe

2008-12-27T15:27:00.002+08:00

Christmas is over,thank god,Now for sometin for myself,mY b'dae is coming,i dunno if i wanna hang or just sit at home,on the 31 december,oh well,see how ah,ok I earn 75 dollars this month,haha ok ah,just work 3 days,anw,i just wanna buy sometin for myself,and have a good time,not like some worka-holics trying to make a living,wtf,we are only 16,no neeed to work so hard,workin and earnin more than 50 is oredi enough for me.can save the money for a rainy day,some ppl earn 400 and 200 or sometin and then spend most of it,haha,i rather say how are they gonna handle it if they work earn 3000 or 1500 a month,spend it all and use credit card all the way

2008-12-20T18:28:00.003+08:00

EL=3
Maths=3
Sci=2
Combined humanities=3
malay=4

those are my results cool,enough to go higher nitec,ok since i'm going to higher nitec,but i feel like ppl don want me to go higher nitec,hmm,oh well,my mindset is permanent k,ok,i went to wdlands checkpt to buy sometin for myself,and i bought a black 3/4,ok nice,juz wat i was lookin for,met zaini and arvind at cwp,and i look at arvind which i don noe much abt him,he's kind of ok,there are some ppl who are nice and bermain baju,hmm k,some ppl are nice when u get to noe them,ok then we go wdlands checkpt,zai bought a phone,i think it was k800,ok ah,juz nd cover change,then arvind want to find walkman speaker which uses the hp battery, coolbut for sony ericsson only haha,oh well,then go mac and eat,ok thats all for today,i'm bored at home so i'm gonna sleep k bye y'all

2008-12-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

ok now i post.6 days ago my fren faizal was assaulted ok,don want to noe who coz i don wanna butt in so i visit him at NUH the next day,he had 8 stitches on his head,then i felt like the guy must be crazy or someting,the person who attack him i mean,so the visit was short coz faiz had to take sometin from his relative,i don noe who but the thing he take is some fish,so he put in his bag and go,so we then take the bus-es to NUH,wen we reach there there were few ppl so ok,then we go home taking 963 which was faster than i thought ok,then on monday i was celebrating hari raya haji,ntg special,not interested in pics though,then on tuesday ntg out of the ordinary,juz went out wif zai and faiz,zai and i went to woodland checkpoint to alter his jeans,then he belanja me to a double cheeseburger,wow haha,thx bro,i must pay faiz 10 by tml,hilman was supposed to pay me last monday,i gave him 4 days extra,but he still can't pay,oh man,i ask faiz if i could pay him another day,then he was *%&+#)$#$)#$*)@ haha,yea sorry dude,,ohk then the wednesday,i'm working tonight to gain 25 dollars,oh 1 day 25 is enough for me so here i am now tired and happy ok guys gdnite

2008-12-07T19:41:00.001+08:00

2008-12-06T02:33:00.003+08:00

ok peeps,here's wat happen today,good news and bad news,good news i woke up wif a happy mood,the bad news is someone ruin it,ok its like this,woke up at 11,met zaini at his house coz i said so,go there salam his mum,she's quite nice really,ok then we take the bus to sembawang mosque ok,then i was standing beside the buzzer then the buzz keep ringing in my ear for stops ok then we reach the final destination haha,there was someone or some ppl keep pressin the buzzer and i was freaking piss off that i scolded them,didn't know i kept on scolding,its freaking irritating,kalau ade muka picit depan aku ah pukimak,i was in a happy mood then turned angry,then alah 4get bout it,ok then we pray,then we took the bus zaini bought bubble tea,then he slam the cup on his leg and one pearl came out and drop on his pants,omg a black spot,i laugh alot that time,oh ya speaking of funny,zaini started wif some jokes about my " ",then i make fun of his " ",he say setanding lah wat lah then i say terrorist all young ordinary bombers,u get the point,ok then i got session at my house,bobo,fiq,man,zal,nash haaha wait for me downstairs ok,then we go in then they have to do sometin so i zal and nash go in first then we blablablabla ok uys ntg else to report k oh ya i got army ns dammit,free ite,750 monthly allowance ahaha,see first k

2008-12-04T01:13:00.001+08:00

ok guys,this is a spoof from snoop dogg-drop it like its hot enjoy

2008-12-04T01:10:00.001+08:00

ok guys,u see the voice actors haha

2008-11-30T17:18:00.001+08:00

2008-11-30T16:50:00.003+08:00

Lady marmalade wasn't played yesterday dammit,hello viewers,k yesterday was not so great,one-only band that is good and that is the sallys,2-i have a headache over there,3-i didn't get to skank,4-i keep dreamin that i explode a truck full of petroleum 3 times,ok 4 wasn't that bad but dreamin that i was sent to jail was horrible,ok,The skafest was borin compared to wat i heard last year from my frens,ok my stud belt is wif me rite now,oh not limited edition but its worth it,blue and white studs,u don see them everyday,oh ya someone call me and her name was gerl2 anw,i don care really,i pass the no to my fren see what he want to do wif it haha,ok i'm gonna take panadol and rest k goodbye

2008-11-23T08:44:00.000+08:00

haha this is funny

2008-11-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

This is someting i found haha

2008-11-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

View all Singapore events at Eventful

Vote for Alesana,PLS VOTE,I WANT TO SEE THEM

2008-11-20T08:21:00.002+08:00

THINGS ARE NOT WHAT IT SEEMS HAHA,OK Time for my post,well gone out the last two days wif faizal,bobo and zaini.It was ok,i was being Rude once in a while to my frens haha,i banged zaini's head to the side of the bus haha,it was funny,sry eh aha,ok then we take a look ard vivo and guesss what,NTG is INTERESTING TO ME THERE,Dammit,there are only family things here,no clothes that fit me,ok then sit by the sea and eat mac,then follow zal go buy chocolate,he should've bought wif nuts but its his money so no complains haha.then sit by the sea and watching other ppl having fun wif their frens and some wif their partners,well i'm not askin for a partner and all but it just brings me envy but wth having fun wif frens is better,ok we sat by the harbour and watch a boat moving back and forth for a freaking hour haiz,then we see the side got exhaust come out black smoke and hit the sea the sea turn freaking pitch black,then took the bus home played tekken at zal's psp haha,ok ah wanna eat

Naz F.A.K Signing off

2008-11-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Rule #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves .

Rule #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse . these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag back that person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending to the others ..

1. Do you have any secrets ?
Ans : Yes and if i tell you it wouldn't be secret rite?

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you .
Ans: Hmm,i've already did

3. Do you enjoy school ?
Ans: If school is for hanging out wif frens yes

4. what would you do if you had a billion dollars .
Ans: Hmm,First Give half to charity,Others for my family,friends and loved ones.

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend ?
Ans: depends on who is my best friend is.if girl sure

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone ? Or being loved ?
Ans: Being loved is someting,loving somone is one thing,together its everyting

7. List Out your 0 favorite songs .
Ans: Not Good Enough for Truth In Cliche
Red Dress,She Puts the Ho in Homewrecker

8. If the person you secretly in love with is already attached , what would you do ?
Ans: .. I would just say oh ok then

9. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy ?
Ans: Going out wif my Frens and eating Chocolate

10. What makes you angry ?
Ans: When they Insult me at a very bad time

11. What makes you sad ?
Ans: When i've hurt someone

12. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
Ans: I will see myself as me 10 years before:p

13. Who is the most important person in your life ?
Ans: Family

14. Who comes next ?
Ans: My friends

15. Third ?
Ans: Myself

16. What is the important thing in life ?
Ans: To have a meaning to live

17. Single or attached ?
Ans: Single , I think

18. What are your favourite colours ?
Ans: BLACK RED GREEN

19. Will you give it all if it comes to relationship ?
Ans: WEll,i would give my best

20. If 2 person you know fall in love with you simultaneously , who would you pick ?
Ans: I would pick the one i love more

21. Would You Forgive and Forget no matter how horrible a thing a person has done ?
Ans: I will even forgive my friend for backstabbin me_-

22. What would you like to do the most now ?
Ans: PERFORM ON STAGE

23. 6 people i have to tag .

~ Fareha
~ Bobo
~ Thomas
~ Hilman
~ SoFearr
~ Lin Sheng

2008-11-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

2008-11-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

yo viewers haha,yesterday was fun didn't want to take pictures coz its like fanatic anw,i woke up early at ard 8 in the morning so i woke up then sophia scold me"stupid lah nvr go Sonore"I was like " no money lah"then she say go ask thomas,maybe thomas has extra tickets so i owe him 8 dollars next week,ok then,i called faiz and meet him at whose house i dunno,ok ,then we head to yio chu kang and reach ther ard 6.30 ok,time wasn't fair on us today ok so i've worn my AC DC shirt and hoodie and my jeans,wat for formal2,haiz,anw i see everybody like wah,classy ah,haha,in the end i just wanna enjoy the show,but a bit of good appearance is somehow important.ok2 it was boring at first but it was great at the end.ok i tink i'm just gonna vomit again,till next time argghhhhh

2008-11-11T21:19:00.003+08:00

Got tagged by Sophia to write 10 weird things about myself but i have only 5 Rules
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weirdthings/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who got tagged has to write on their blog, 10 weird things/habits/little knownfacts as well as stating this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to tag 5 people.
4. No tags back, damn it.

OK here i go

1)i can't avoid chocolates
2)i love temptations
3)I easily forgive ppl even though his/her sins are big
4)I can nvr hate anybody
5)I stare like a ghost
6)I always have to be kiasu at someting
7)I'm called Zombie(thats weird haha)
8)I make ppl cry/mad if i stare at them for too long
9)I must always sleep wif a blanket no matter how hot it is
10)I prefer sleeping at day than at night

Ok that is it and here are the ppl i tagged
Jun Jie
Fareha
Lin Sheng
Fadz
Hilman

Ok2 enough of the game,now lets talk about another day at ct hall wif zaini again.There was supposed to be more but some can't make it,i don't mind.so Zaini want to buy a shirt for Sonore which i won be going coz it will be boring when i'm there wif no one beside,might as well stay home and play guitar.He use some of my money to buy that shirt but he'll pay back by buyin me a stud belt for me next week,betta be worth it
ok got a call from my ex...Why,i don know,she wants to be back wif me,i'm sorry girl,but u are just not my type,u break up wif me then want to patch wats the use kan.i'm currently not searching for anybody but its that i don love you pls understand that i'm not interested in you,u noe u've done wrong but overtime my heart says that its time to forget her
and thats wat i'm doing rite now

2008-11-07T00:56:00.001+08:00

THIS IS FUNNY haha

2008-11-01T00:19:00.001+08:00

yo viewers, this a funny vid by enter shikari

2008-10-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

Mhdzni
(pronounce as Mani)

hahaha, the topic for today is CT HALL.SO today was my day out wif zai and his girl.
It was supposed to have one more person but he wanted to go to his gf house and play ps3.
haiz.cannot say anything,don wanna hurt his feelings.So we waited for zaini's girl.
alah called her nreazw.haha.we waited at BnS.ok it took her 30 minutes to get here
bcoz her fren last minute did not go wif her then had blah blah blah blah.watever the reason
i understand,some ppl are late accidentally,i was late 1 hr hahahah.ooohk then
we ride the train to ct hall.i was how u say it squeezed at an area and my legs can't stretch but i don't care until when i try to get up,my leg was cramped wif style hahaha.
so we went to peninsular to look at shirt and i could've sworn i found the perfect shirt for me
ESCAPE THE FATE WOOHOO,so then we head to esplanade and lepak.
i was half asleep there.then we go 7-eleven and bought Nachoes and mashed potatoes from me hmph.KNN the Nachoes were Rotten GOddamit.i was food poisoned for the whole freaking bus trip.k stop here.i wanna rest man,i'm tired

2008-10-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

THIS A SONG I FOUND THAT RELATES TO ME A LITTLE BUT WE GOTTA MOVE ON RIGHT GUYS

2008-10-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

this is a funny one watch it haha

2008-10-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

And here's another video i found coz i like it very nice song they made

2008-10-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

Hey viewers.anw,woke up late coz i can't slp,i noe i'll nvr get her so why am i thinking so much.
wateva the reason is i 'm still gonna have fun this holidays so i checked youtube for songs and i found this cool song and here it is tc guys

2008-10-18T14:04:00.002+08:00

Yo viewers,late update coz didn't have the mood these few days
so friday was our 4n2 pit then beside was 4n3 pit haha.it's funny anws
so i and hafiz reached there first coz we take my dad's car thx mom and dad
then we see nobody at the pit yet so we go eat chicken rice and food village or
something.when we came back there is still nobody there so i and hafiz set up
faiz's tent which took about 2 hours coz i dunno how to set up a tent.then they came
.then we saw them eat burger king and like wat the hell we were busy setting up the tent
they were eating burger king,haiz nvm don care.then faiz go set up the pit then not enough
foil,plate and charcoal and all that but i don care.then atikanatasha say"Zombie Pakai baju ah"
i was like haiz k fine,i don want to argue at times like this.anw went swimming in the sea
and all that and packed and bath at toilet and then go home and send ika and belon home then i and hilman walked home and then reached home at around 11.kk gtg i'm freaking nd to pee kk cya

2008-10-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

I've step on broken glass
yet it never hurts much as a broken heart
angered like the hulk or is it
quiet like a mime
i can still feel the hurt of a broken heart
doesn't matter where u are
or who it is
u will feel the scar
no cure not even a kiss
will mend a broken heart
yet ppl say that boys breaks first
maybe i lived a fucking damn curse
not lasting long wif girls
what could cure a broken heart
another girl which cares for me
or just a girl who loves me
yet i noe ppl can't blame each other for breakups
sometimes it is better to just give up

2008-08-14T02:23:00.002+08:00

yo viewers long time nvr add,so here goes,first national day which i was supposed to go wif her but then she gotta or wanna go wif her frens and bros i was like ok just tc,den meet hilman at mrt,waited for him like hell,i know i should have eaten first den go out.then wait for zal at funan mall then eat then hamizah and ama came,then hamizah stare at me like i got do sumting wrong,i was like huh? but nvm hahaha.wanted to meet wan and all but so complicating due to police blocks and etc.i was like wth,when we get there,we must go back coz crowded,i was like wtf 2 times,so we go meet belon first at the bridge,then at night meet wan and shahrul,shazuan and farhana but got one girl didn't know her name but nvm,then take pics for awhile but wif faizal but nvm.then see fireworks,then meet shahrul's sis and her bf and all,by that time i was freaking sleepy,they all talk and bla bla bla,i'm sitting one corner facing down wif my eyes shut.they went off first except belon man,hilman,ama and me,we check the raffles mall or someting,sit at the the funny-looking chairs,check top shop and some other shops.then went home
Monday...
So i was gonna go to the library wif my frens,then got msg from her,she said she wanna meet
then i said sure,but i was late,freakishly 1 hr late.she started a angry face when i get there,
i wanted to say sry but she won't even look me in the face,luckily next day work out
.
Tuesday,
OK today's paper is Maths paper 1 and "art".
forget about art,the maths paper was easy
i think i'm gonna score or maybe i will fail, who knows
Wednesday,
Ok today was fun and the papers were Geog and MT paper 2
after the paper,we played badminton,but i sux maybe bcoz of the sun
or maybe i just sux.then break a racket,played a frisbee.
today is bobo's birthday
he said meet at 611 but i nd to go m'sia
Sry bro.
then

2008-07-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

wah new post.hmm.anywaes this past few days had a series of events,like writing compo sey haha.
anywae,there was a fight last thursday between na and nt.hmm didn't get to see it but,i hope they can settle it easily,hmm,luckily i wasn't involved,i don't want another lecture from my parents,but if my friends get hurt,i would help,but if they can handle it,i don nd to be so fanatic,anywae thats all
got another ting,don't want to write down,coz got snitch,hmm.Here are the lyrics of my first song in my blog

THOUGHTS BEFORE ME-AMBER PACIFIC

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

It's starting to get old
That story yet untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Done writing empty letters
Is there no other way?

Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We can't take back what's done
But We can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

2008-07-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Girl all the Bad guy wants


Eight o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl, a little cooler than me
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with a nose ring
She wears a two-way, but I'm not quite sure what that means

And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She doesn't notice me

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want

She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says, she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She'll never notice me

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes 'em with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want

There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked

Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped, moped, moped
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want

She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want

2008-07-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL's day

What's up ppl,its is now 2.35 a.m,felt like blogging dunno why,i just can't sleep well these past
few days,even though i am sleepy,my eyes won't close.haiz,nvm2anywae 4 more hrs to school,
i've checked my homework,still my eyes are like wtf open doors,wah like the evanesence song,'how can you see into my eyes like open doors' haha,anywae it's still another few more months to higher nitec,don't care wat ppl say,i'm going to higher nitec no matter wat,sry i am scolding ppl who are not meant to be scold,i'm freaking sorry,hmm, all those words man,peace k,

2008-07-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

it's 3 a.m,can't sleep again coz of my thoughts in my mind,and the same dream,wat's it trying to say,i couldn't find another way to ease my mind,my friend says"stop thinking too much about her" i was like,is it becoz of that or someting else,i can't fucking think the way i use to right now,she said i changed,my friend,i'm confused the most,really,is it good or bad,ARGH FUCK IT,i'm freaking mind twisted

2008-07-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

so i woke up at 11a.m,freaking scared to death coz of a dream,i dreamt of a family outing,lets just say it went wrong in so many ways,i can't explain it,oh damn,,anywae i was up,see whose online and check my hotmail,then play a game introduced by shafreakcar haha,then i was out cold for awhile,its so crazy,my mind is twisted in so many ways,wish it would stop

ENTER SHIKARI

2008-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

ENTER SHIKARI-Sorry You're Not a Winner

Scratch card glory or waist low pleasure?

Black eyes nose bleeds, don’t look back now

My white abode, do you remember?

My white abodeBut it’s such a thrill just to find out…

Sorry you’re not a winner with the air so cold and a mind so bitter

What have you got to lose but false intentions and a life so pretentious? I sweat, I ache.

Wha? Wha? What?

Please try again, Insert your coin... (x2)

2008-07-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

H.I.M-JOIN ME IN DEATH

Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

We are so young
Our lives have just begun
But already we're considering
Escape from this world

And we've waited for so long
For this moment to come
Was so anxious to be together
Together in death

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This world is a cruel place
And we're here only to lose
So before live tears us apart let
Death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death

A7X-Warmness on the soul
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

2008-07-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Casual PPL

Yo, viewers.sorry for my last post,i was like mad and sad at the same time.Now i don't care about them anymore,they disturb me or what they'll get their own
redemption,a good deed leads to good things and vice versa.Now its time for
my post,I was out on a proposal day at my cousin's house on saturday ,i wanted
to go jamming wif hilman and all,then this come out.but its ok,at least someting
good happen over there,haha,there were a lot of girls,but to be frank,i was surprised
that there was a girl who loves a7x like me.orite.first time for everything,don' wanna spoil the moment,too bad,i didn't get to talk to her,at least i was able to on my cuz's com and use the msn,haha.thn my nephew(yes i have a nephew,3 some more) wanted to learn how to use guitar tabs, then i was like how to answer that,i learned on my own,maybe i just told him which strings to strum.at least he knows how to play chords.thats surprising to me,i started wif tabs and then chords,then
he started wif chords then tabs,orite, enough talking about my cousin,the past few days,i was freaking no mood mode,i was like ya2,oh man.i feel feelingless or some ting,it's not that having a girl is important ah but sometimes that girl can be wif me when i'm lonely,dunno who will be my girl.don wanna expect anyone,don't like one sided love,hate that,i switch on my study mode oredi.but somehow,it doesn't to think of my subjects better,usually when i'm not in the study mode.i learn someting,when i am in study mode,i learn less,dunno why.i'm just confused.but nevertheless it will nvr change my goal of going to higher nitec

2008-06-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

YO VIEWERS.DON't know why so late post.but i can only talk about today k.so i went to the library to study.wif Fad,lydia and man.well it was,then zal and mizah came and then syafiq and lyiana came.and then hair came.When we're studying.lyiana's bro pass by us.then she call me orix.WTF.freaking ppl.org tak kacau jgn kacau ah.aku panggil kau begem kau terima.tak kan.

2008-06-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

WHAT MY NAME MEANS
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better
than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away
with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go
overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at
helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy.
You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited...
which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

iF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT UR NAME MEANS GO TO
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

2008-06-22T18:43:00.001+08:00

Hello viewers,welcome to another exciting post.Anywae yesterday woke up abt 12p.m i think.i checked my hp and there was a missed call by zai and a message to go to ct hall.i was like half awake that time.I was so freaking giddy wif my eyes.so i asked my dad if i could go and he said come back at 8.i was like kk.then i ate my breakfast or lunch at home.then head out and meet zai and hilman at my bus stop.i was wearing camo cargo and green star shirt.not vietnames war one.yellow star,i think communist.i thought of going to penin to see some new clothes then suddenly met shafiq and fullah,they were from dhoby ghaut walking to ct hall.i was like wow.haha.We talk about where to eat.shafiq said eat at pizza hut coz he got staff discount i think.i said lets just eat at kfc or mcdonald.then we saw long john silver.i said long john silver like expensive.we decided to eat at kfc.i and zai bought shrooms wow meal.i gave hilman some of my mash potatoes and zai gave him some of his burger and shafiq gave me a slive of bbq meltz and i shared wif hilman.then we walk ard marina square and played daytona at the arcade.i was so stupid to drive auto,i hate that.then we went to bugis so shafiq could buy a new sunglasses,then took the mrt to faizal's house.since there was an open house.i thought there wouldn't be alot of people.haha.then went home about 9.my dad was all "promise ke pe " haha.k thats all

An Accident i think

2008-06-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yo viewers.just now i went to praying wif zaini.wanted to meet faiz after that but we go to sembawang mrt to top up zai's ez-link.then we took the mrt meet faiz at marsiling.at the marsiling mrt station.there was i dunno how or why is she doing that a women rolling down the stairs.i think she's drunk,then zai kept on laughing.that heartless bastard.so did i haha.But it was surprising.suddenly the woman fall like a marble on a staircase,lucky it was the stair case not escalator.or else the hair stuck more serious.then one guy called the staff to help the woman but we were gone already.Then i called faiz to meet him there.then we talk about the woman,then he ask malay or chinese,i said it was chinese then he say ahh go and die ah.haha.i was like wth wif him.another heartless bastard.oh man.then follow faiz buy someting then went home

NIGHT
so i went to 611 to play soccer,then they play roller blade.they were only faiz and fullah.haha.i dunno where syafiq go.hmm.anywae it was funny.faiz was trying jump a ledge then he trip and his body like twisted or someting haha.anywae then i go home

bad timing

2008-06-16T04:41:00.000+08:00

its 4 a.m in the morning.no poems today
coz my mind is blank i don't know why
anywae i woke up late yesterday morning
about 2 p.m.my eyes were still heavy haha
.then i argue wif my dad about my education
and all.he say'study!!!'then i say i study
wat.then he said study 5 mins play 1 hr
then i keep quiet seeing his my dad and all
not scared but i studied but when i study
he's not there,when i don't study he appears
aiyoyo.like bad timing.hahha.
kk now i'm going to find a way to improve myself
damn this is hard.

kk signing off.
sincerely and always
NaZ RiZaL

lyrics of "Almost" by bowling for soup my fav band

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]

I almost wish you would've loved me too

incredible Naz haha

2008-06-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

time for one poem or someting from me haha

I've step on broken glass
yet it never hurts much as a broken heart
angered like the hulk or is it
quiet like a mime
i can still feel the hurt of a broken heart
doesn't matter where u are
or who it is
u will feel the scar
no cure not even a kiss
will mend a broken heart

OK thats all for today haha
This poem is just i made up whatever comes
in my mind.don't think this is for anybody
but there is a point in this poem.
getting brokenhearted really hurts
when ppl turn you down.DAMN
PAINFUL.

Orite now for the events
i woke up late today coz i was sick
man it was so unbearing to hold this pain
i acted healthy in front of my parents
don wanna worry them plus must eat
pills.YUCK haha.So my dad got these
free movie tickets.so i thought how
about watching incredible hulk.
the movie was nice.
plus there is the old incredible hulk actor
and tony stark.the same in iron man
its gonna be a trilogy.
then i go to the bazaar and bought a burger
.then went home wif my parents and then
on the com and update my blog.haha
k this is the end for my post

sincerely and always
NaZ RiZaL

LYRICS...I MISS YOU BLINK 182
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

early mourning

2008-06-14T03:47:00.000+08:00

Its early in the morning
i'm just waking up
got a tear in my eye
dreamt of making up
for all the wrong things i did
tears of joy plus tears of sadness
it makes me bleed
drives me to madness
G O O D M O R N I N G R E A D E R S
Well.i woke up early in the morning. first thing i did is wash my face
i walk like a zombie as i can't see coz my eyes are closed haha
I Check the clock its about 2.00 in the morning.Though i wanted
to be online but i watch soccer even though i'm not a big fan of
soccer.i like to have a social interaction wif my dad.It was Romania
vs Italy.Romania should have won due to save in a penalty kick.
the striker Adrian Mutu i think was upset a lot.haha,too bad for
them.well i am now killing time in my blog.2 of my frens said my
blog songs are nice.well it is bowling for soup haha.but there are other
songs too.i just put one more.you'll hear ghosts haha.when there's someting
bad in the neighbourhood haha.who you gonna call Naz Rizal haha.that was
lame.anywae this is the end of my post

sincerely and always
Naz Rizal

ANOTHER LYRIC.. SITUATIONS LYRICS
The situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease.
I love the way that she breathes.

I touched her (ohh).
She touched my (ahhh).
It was the craziest thing.

I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair I fall in love for a night.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave.
Don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me go where you belong,
Higher heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put in my lap
It's way too full she said once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
Don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion
Leave me go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a kiss and you just
Love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies so don't act surprised but I just
Love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing. I
Love the girls who love to hate. (Breathing)

(Whoa!) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me go where you belong higher heels
And lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion

Darling(leave me) what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me(darling) go where you belong higher heels
And lipstick napkins dying is your favorite PASSION

Studied

2008-06-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl.what's up those viewers out.che i sound like a host haha.anywae i went to 611 to study wif faiz, hilman and ika.We did a lot of things there.Sometimes it's so boring coming home early.Well its not my fault but he's my dad haha.kk until then

STOP AND STARE LYRICS
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
[ Stop And Stare lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

2008-06-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

yo ppl who are reading my blog.this is the onli post for those who don't know me as i'm gonna be private.if you want me to add you.leave a comment at my friendster
PIECES LYRICS
I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own...

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.