wah new post.hmm.anywaes this past few days had a series of events,like writing compo sey haha.
anywae,there was a fight last thursday between na and nt.hmm didn't get to see it but,i hope they can settle it easily,hmm,luckily i wasn't involved,i don't want another lecture from my parents,but if my friends get hurt,i would help,but if they can handle it,i don nd to be so fanatic,anywae thats all
got another ting,don't want to write down,coz got snitch,hmm.Here are the lyrics of my first song in my blog
It's starting to get old
That story yet untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Done writing empty letters
Is there no other way?
Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We can't take back what's done
But We can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
Eight o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl, a little cooler than me
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with a nose ring
She wears a two-way, but I'm not quite sure what that means
And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She doesn't notice me
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says, she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have
And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She'll never notice me
Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes 'em with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked
Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap-metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped, moped, moped
It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', someone shoot me
As I fail miserably
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
few days,even though i am sleepy,my eyes won't close.haiz,nvm2anywae 4 more hrs to school,
i've checked my homework,still my eyes are like wtf open doors,wah like the evanesence song,'how can you see into my eyes like open doors' haha,anywae it's still another few more months to higher nitec,don't care wat ppl say,i'm going to higher nitec no matter wat,sry i am scolding ppl who are not meant to be scold,i'm freaking sorry,hmm, all those words man,peace k,
it's 3 a.m,can't sleep again coz of my thoughts in my mind,and the same dream,wat's it trying to say,i couldn't find another way to ease my mind,my friend says"stop thinking too much about her" i was like,is it becoz of that or someting else,i can't fucking think the way i use to right now,she said i changed,my friend,i'm confused the most,really,is it good or bad,ARGH FUCK IT,i'm freaking mind twisted
so i woke up at 11a.m,freaking scared to death coz of a dream,i dreamt of a family outing,lets just say it went wrong in so many ways,i can't explain it,oh damn,,anywae i was up,see whose online and check my hotmail,then play a game introduced by shafreakcar haha,then i was out cold for awhile,its so crazy,my mind is twisted in so many ways,wish it would stop
Black eyes nose bleeds, don’t look back now My white abode, do you remember? My white abodeBut it’s such a thrill just to find out… Sorry you’re not a winner with the air so cold and a mind so bitter What have you got to lose but false intentions and a life so pretentious? I sweat, I ache. Wha? Wha? What? Please try again, Insert your coin... (x2)
Scratch card glory or waist low pleasure?
H.I.M-JOIN ME IN DEATH
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
Our lives have just begun
But already we're considering
Escape from this world
And we've waited for so long
For this moment to come
Was so anxious to be together
Together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
And we're here only to lose
So before live tears us apart let
Death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living
This live ain't worth living
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
A7X-Warmness on the soul
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
redemption,a good deed leads to good things and vice versa.Now its time for
my post,I was out on a proposal day at my cousin's house on saturday ,i wanted
to go jamming wif hilman and all,then this come out.but its ok,at least someting
good happen over there,haha,there were a lot of girls,but to be frank,i was surprised
that there was a girl who loves a7x like me.orite.first time for everything,don' wanna spoil the moment,too bad,i didn't get to talk to her,at least i was able to on my cuz's com and use the msn,haha.thn my nephew(yes i have a nephew,3 some more) wanted to learn how to use guitar tabs, then i was like how to answer that,i learned on my own,maybe i just told him which strings to strum.at least he knows how to play chords.thats surprising to me,i started wif tabs and then chords,then
he started wif chords then tabs,orite, enough talking about my cousin,the past few days,i was freaking no mood mode,i was like ya2,oh man.i feel feelingless or some ting,it's not that having a girl is important ah but sometimes that girl can be wif me when i'm lonely,dunno who will be my girl.don wanna expect anyone,don't like one sided love,hate that,i switch on my study mode oredi.but somehow,it doesn't to think of my subjects better,usually when i'm not in the study mode.i learn someting,when i am in study mode,i learn less,dunno why.i'm just confused.but nevertheless it will nvr change my goal of going to higher nitec
['-The Writer-']
['-The Talks-']
['-The Others'-]
Soph!!`
Jun Jie!!`
Hill!!!`
Lin Sheng!`
Tom Tom!`
Ika!`
Zaini!!!`
Stelly!`
Mizah!`
Gavin!Budak Ciner`
Hafiz!`
Syuhaidah!`
Umairah!`
Nana Moshino!`
Ruz!`
Fadz!`
Faeezal!`
Syahidah!`
['-Credits-']